Masculinity

I originally wrote the essay in January of 2025. Later in the year I decided to revisit a number of essays, this one among them. Grateful to see with the distance of time what a curmudgeonly tone I had taken, unfortunate because I take this critique seriously.

About a month ago*, I was listening to a podcast about Richard Serra courtesy of David Zwirner which is an excellent and thorough interview by Helen Molesworth of Hal Foster (their “Has Art lost its edge” is a good listen also). Molesworth and Foster’s convo is focused primarily on the latter’s perspectives about Serra as an important late twentieth century artist. So what about the pod made me stew for a month? While I saw Curve in LA last summer and it did blow my mind, there is another bee I have for your bonnets, loves.

Around the 46 minute mark of the pod one of the audience participants (who I’m not able to identify), made a heartfelt acknowledgement of a powerful experience in front of Serra’s work, followed up with an observation that Serra once made a comment about wanting to physically assault them. They then proceeded to assert that Serra’s work embodies “rhetorics of masculinity” because it touches on big, heavy, dark things “that can’t be moved,” which are, in their estimation, “some of the worst aspects of masculinity.”

For her part, Molesworth, who is both female-identifying and feminist, responds brilliantly to a good, tough question about gender. After being thankful for the opportunity to address said toxicity, calling the conflation “easy,” she notes first the “slippage” between the addressed, toxic themes and others which are not that (masculine, and toxic). Next she lays responsibility for what she identifies as the “problematic” aspects of the presentation of Serra’s work with MOMA, specifically because of who they excluded in their elevation of his work**. Around the 51 minute mark she says, roughly, “he was a jerk who made good and important work*”; tldr “its’ both.” In the spirit of holding contradiction, which I’ll credit the speaker with as well, *this. And…

I recently had a touching conversation with my oldest, male child (23 at the time, now going on 25, white, cis, and currently with a heterosexual woman) about the November 2025 election outcome, which saw the US electorate make some choices which many saw, rightfully so, as a right-ward shift in the zeitgeist We were unpacking that fact, since he knew, not surprisingly, several 20-something white men who voted for our orange child-tyrant. I asked him to unpack for me what the culture war looks like for young men and hear that, in my son’s lived experience, the leftist observation that manliness is “the” problem is as culturally prevalent as we’ve all heard everyone from talking heads to our neighbors complain that it is. By his telling, he has heard his whole life that he is part of the group responsible for everything that’s wrong with… everything.

Wow.

I won’t lie that, when initially listening to the podcast referenced above, hearing two intellectuals talk un-self-consciously about how masculinity has inherently bad qualities was hard to hear when the US just chose a sociopath as chief executive. The audience member in fact went so far as to link these “worst aspects of” masculinity and the election. I mean, there it was- the very position that many take and which ostensibly drove a generation of men away from my value set, clearly and explicitly and proudly stated. Toxicity is the cornerstone of Western civilization.

Yes it was partly hard because contending with this should be, for people who look like me, god damn it. The word choices though, OMG… they are. Such. A clear example of what’s driving the cultural gulf. Think about this- there’s no Art world discursive strategy to interrogate the adjectives “heavy” and “dark” and our personal experience of them without perpetuating outdated cultural dominance assigned to “the masculine” and being complicit in… something.

That certainly was not my experience of growing up- IE, this is a new-ish cultural phenomena- and I don’t pretend to understand how it feels to hear that refrain through your formative years. In these moments with my son I was so grateful that in our house we have tried to use the language of Dialectical Behavior Therapy, which emphasizes that two things that appear to conflict- like being a specific man who is empathetic, kind and committed to a better world and being a member of a demographic responsible for so much destruction- can both be true. And, that he has had the resilience to hear his whole adolescence that he’s horrible by default and not internalize it, or react by veering onto the path too many of his twenty-something associates and even friends have followed. I hope I’ve also modeled alternatives to being “toxic.”

There is no rulebook I would would want him to follow though that would allow my son to call behaviors that stem from class-conscious and mental-health appropriate values masculine, let alone feel an emotion like pride about being a man. At least in the way that the left celebrates femininity, or blackness, or queerness, as we should rightfully do- human diversity is a treasure. Would any of us ever countenance uttering a phrase like “the worst aspects of femininity.” It’s histrionic for effect again and be honest, it sounds really fucking dumb right? Yeah.

Look, if our linguistic tools were working you would find me embracing them, and I certainly do understand the broader discourse. Do I think the approach of using catch-all words that are shorthand for values (like “toxic masculinity”) but not a statement of actual values is winning ground in this damnable culture war? Ahem, election. So why lean in then? I want better language, for the sake of the next generation of American men, to talk about our values than “if men wanna be good they have to be more like women.” Plus, I’m not and wasn’t the only person to wave this flag prior to the election.

I want to acknowledge now (and did at the time) that reactions to the dominance of post-structuralist language in the visual arts were having a small Art world moment. “No” I did not and do not like feeling or sounding like a reactionary. I bet more than one of you read Dean Kissik’s Harper article (who is the subject and guest of another Zwirner podcast) and maybe some reactions to the same. Critiques of the challenges of… critique in an Art world where the imperative is alignment with leftist morality is not new though, including at Two Coats (and also elsewhere). While “everyone is too far left!!” is *not* the point I’m making, I do in fact see that I’m (another) white dude over here taking up space and saying “but hold on.” Maybe I should STFU?

Thesis statement; if we can’t paint (pun intended) a vision of the world where people are beautiful and whole by default, why would anyone listen to us? Sure it’s gonna be science fiction.

**Also and, Molesworth’s comment about the neglect by MOMA of creatives like Maren Hassinger resonates for me, as part of my practice is this blog, which I hope amplifies the uncovering so many academics are doing. I feel like making a h/t here to John Yau who turned me and many of you, I hope, on to a number of artists who were asked to forced to “wait by the coat room” such as Ruth and John Pai. I hope my regular readers will believe that I very much want the work of expanding the canon to continue.

Triangle Favorites 2024

Here we are the end of another year. Wow. So much good stuff went on this year and once again I feel compelled to recap my personal favorites. Which is important, I think, to clarify- these shows are the ones that resonated the strongest for me, as an abstractionist primarily although as in the past you’ll see I’m not totally myopic (maybe a little…).

I’m not a formally trained art writer so apologies if I’m not doing any of this correctly*, really just trying to show the love for the amazing art thing we have goin’ on in the Triangle, for which I am un-quantifiably grateful. I can’t wait to see what you all do in 2025 and if you live in the Triangle I hope you got to see all of these exhibits at least once! *if any correction is needed please let me know with a comment or a note to sterling at sterlingbowen dot com.

For those that want to reminisce a little, here are links to the 2023 and 2022 editions of my recap.

Stacey L. Kirby presents Division of Ancestral Deeds at Anchorlight was the freshest and most impactful Art happening/installation I encountered this year. I’ve seen as much performance Art as the average non-performance artist does and it’s a little challenging to put this one in the same league as anything else, probably due to the interactive elements (during the two performances viewers were allowed to interact directly with the artist and a supporting cast of characters). The fact that I’m a fan of Wes Anderson’s ability to world-build with a minutiae that astounds aside (which is clearly part of the work’s appeal to many and which Kirby could go toe-to-toe with undoubtedly), the central theme- of centering the viewer as a an ancestor by recalling their own- is simultaneously simple and profound. And, how lovely and loving, to think in our time of upheaval about what our relationship to the past and future means. I don’t have the art critical language to do this one justice in terms of its relationship to the broader Art world. So much love and gratitude for this one, and I hope that Anchorlight will repeat their summer residency in future years although the bar is indeed very high now.

view of performance

I don’t think I’d have to convince any local that Jean Gray Mohs, Celia Gray, and Harriet Hoover Material Encounters from early in the year, which was curated by Jameela Dallis at Peel, was worth the look. The opening was bananas, and for good reason. Celia’s work jumped off the wall and tried to become drawing and just became even more surreal. Jean Gray delighted us with somber poetry- as an artist I enjoy the spontaneousness that hides in her work. Harriet flattened things out and took our eyes on a journey where any material can be a mark and any mark can be material. 

Ashlynn Browning at Horace Williams House was a delightful combination- it really is the weirdest little space in the Triangle. Whatever neutral the walls are painted somehow seems to pull out every color you place over it. Which made it the perfect place for the Ashlyn’s wacky brain children to hang out. I mean, look at this one over the fireplace. Love. It. I think Ashlynn always does a good job with scale, including leaving room in her practice to work big and small, while allowing both size ranges to be space for working through similar concepts with different strategies.

Unstable by Jenny Eggleston at CAM was a show that I heard discussed a lot and for good reason- as someone who comes at things in the abstract it was very refreshing to see work that is so blunt. Also- damn good paintings. I’m grateful that we all got to see and contend with them, and given the socio-cultural close out to this year it was eerily prescient, and telling that it was tucked into the back gallery downstairs (great choice btw to paint the walls of the gallery black).

Stephen Hayes, Reclaiming The Discarded at Ella West also wasn’t abstraction and as a counterpoint to the gut punch delivered by Jenny put a lot of the western world’s troubled relationship with race on display in layer upon layer. And by a lot I mean, a lot- Maximalism and finish fetish don’t always coexist but there it was for all of us to enjoy. I think the Triangle area is so lucky to have this newish commercial gallery. My impression as a Raleigh native is it has a very Durham vibe. We’re all lucky that Stephen decided to move here to teach at Duke and decided to show with Linda Shropshire. I look forward to more from both the artist and the owner in 2025.

Gallery OneOneOne is in a beautiful space in Chapel Hill, another newish addition to the scene that I look forward to visiting many times in the coming years. The Contemporaries is (yes, it’s still up) a powerhouse of NC-based or born talent- and it’s part one so look out for more in 2025! A small sample below of the 12 (!) artists that were included.

Todd Jones found even more ways to use paint discards in From Ruin to Renewal at Diamante. Beyond my personal affinity for the sweet shades of Lynda Benglis (one of my favorites) and the use of recycled materials, I really dig the subtle domestic elements that creep in- yes, it’s the current designer colors on a sort of towel bar. Peter Marin continues to program solid work!

Leticia Clementia It Ain’t All Black and White at Durham Art Guild was special to me. Photography has a way of being direct that’s unique and the approach of including only black & white photographs both underscores that and also is a counterpoint to the intention of the title (meant to center our thinking on how racial issues aren’t black and white). What a wonderful range of stylistic approaches to varying content, and what a showcase of local talent as well. I don’t know about you the reader, but I feel like photography had a good year and got some deserved attention. Several other exhibits that caught my eye were Second Nature at the Nasher, Truth Told Slant at High Museum in Atlanta, and Chris Metz at CAM here in Raleigh. Lens-based work ftw!

Jean Michel Dissake’s BABENGA, The Sacred Forest at The Gregg, c0-curated by Marriott Sheldon and Roger Manley, was a real treat, and not just because we got to delight in work from overseas. Raw was a word I heard used a lot as I was beginning my artistic training and while it was overused and eventually commodified, I don’t have to tell anyone who saw this show that it’s the right adjective. (from the Museums’ description) Babenga refers both to the village where Dissake’s grandfather was the local king for over fifty years as well as the idea of the continuity of humans – a ceremonial invocation of a future land and new spirituality where humans and nature thrive. Dissake’s understanding and deep respect for the natural world imbue the works with symbolism that serves as a wakeup call to realize our connection with nature.

Extant forms, with works by Rigoberto Mena, Jason Craighead, G. Alan Stewart and with sounds and words by Shay Stifelman and Sam Pepple was such a great way to wrap up 2024. Sprawling, barely organized chaos- absolutely beautiful. As an abstractionist, there wasn’t anything I was left wanting. The exhibit was organized by Sam and Alan in partnership with the Grid Project (you can find them on insta and Substack) who brought us several great exhibits this year.

Honorable mention Arranged at the Ackland

I loved this show; and (what would a blog here be without that word) I do also have to acknowledge that all of the artists are either exhibited posthumously or are not local. I really hope you all got to see this one though, yum-my!

I also want to both acknowledge our amazing North Carolina Museum of Art and treat this institution a little differently or at least separately, because it’s a museum (so the bar is and should be higher). To Take Shape and Meaning; Form and Design in Contemporary American Indian Art was too good not to mention. Gibson and Edgewater are personal faves and I discovered so many other artists from across our nation (here’s hoping that increased awareness can move us closer to it really being the most full definition of “ours” possible, too). I was, as I often am, impressed with the good job the museum does of fulfilling its educational duty to our state.

Space

Space is on my mind because the artist run organization Tiger Strikes Asteroid (I’m a member of the Greenville group) is christening a brand new amazing gallery space in Greenville, SC tonight with the opening of Creature After Me, curated by fellow TSA member and Rattlesnake Press editor Leah Smolin. Also, there is a new space- Satelite– opening tonight (12/6) in Raleigh. I and many, many other Triangle locals have small works in their inaugural exhibit, Begin Transmission. I hope you’ll come out if you’re in either city!

One of the reasons I’m involved with TSA is to create space. Space is literally the most precious commodity for urban artists. Personally- I think to have space, as an artist, you have to make space. It’s one of the reasons I use this blog (and my IG feed once a month) to promote other artists. I just passed 1,700 posts about other artists this week. Wow. ICYW- I feel like this strategy is working since I’m looking forward to a number of opportunities that have come my way.

Space is going to be important over the next four years in the US. Whether that’s mutual aid networks, support groups or just personal efforts at self care, those of us who find ourselves watching what will no doubt be a major shift in the relationship of the federal government to the citizens of our country with sadness and frustration will, I hope, discover and create meaningful community. I hope you can find some yourself- I’ve never asked for feedback or thoughts before and if the spirit moves drop a comment below to share with all or send me a note whether to uplift or hold me accountable, I’m here for it (Sterling at sterlingbowen dot com). Also, speaking of space- I’ll leave you with below courtesy of Nikita Gill.

Ego

In the (continuing) spirit of embracing one-word blog titles and contradictions, I call your attention to a word which means one’s sense of worth and which we also collectively use to point at an inflated feeling of pride in relation to others.

The word is on my mind because my internal sense of worth has been whip sawed a bit lately. I shared great news in my last post, in which I also mentioned that I’ve been in the process of searching for, but not yet acheiving, full time employment in my other profession (clean energy). While the reality is that input on my value from outside (either acceptance or rejection) does not change my worth full stop, and, is a pretty reductive binary anyway, the input certainly can and has bent my perception of the value I can provide. I feel privileged to be in a safe enough space in my life to recognize that a) while a choice between my work product and another’s is a binary, the reality of my relative value is almost certainly quite different, b) critical feedback presents an opportunity to grow and c) it is important to my wellbeing to remember “the wins” and invest in giving them attention at least equal to the time spent on b). As all of this relates to the Arts, I suggest you head over to Level Up Artists and check out their Artist Comparison Trap episode (#184).

For a lot of us the outcomes from November 5th are the 800 lb animal in the room lately. It’s not hard for me to imagine most of you, being Artists and Art lovers, lean (pretty far) to the left and view the outcome as a referendum on the worth of certain ideas and likely on those of us in this quadrant of the socio/political spectrum as individuals and groups. Ego gut-punch. I include myself in this while recognizing that I was not the target of the majority of the vitriol exhibited by the reactionaries among us. I also doubt I’d be the first person in your world to note that I’ve heard, read and seen evidence that the sense of worth felt by those leveling this valuation on a plurality, if not a majority, of their neighbors feel some feelings themselves about the worth they perceive they are being assigned in our society in 2024.

I’m dancing a bit with the intention of being objective about feelings (which aren’t usually based in reason) and definitely not making excuses for anyone. It’s probably too soon to talk about giving people grace for (I would say “rash”) decisions made from a place of fear. It’s not clear to me how to establish the trust needed for deep conversations when all of us- all. of.us.- are feeling so deeply wounded in our egos. I am trying to accept that the brashness and incivility (over-inflated outward projection of ego) is a sign of fear stemming from egos that are actually wounded, without internalizing said negative valuations as actually indicative of my worth. I’m dancing a little again, in my attempt to avoid diminishing anyone else’s right to feel how they feel (including rejecting grace and understanding entirely). The caustic version of all of this is it’s a fucking tragedy of the highest order that it seems like everyone is thinking “how dare you think you’re worth more than me.”

As I often do, I’ll end on the note that I didn’t intend this blog to be an answer or hypothesis. I’m stirring the pot by putting my thoughts down to collect them in one place in relation to each other, and hopefully make them work for me, and perhaps you, whoever you are- You. Have. Worth.

Looking

I imagine a lot of you are following me on Instagram, for anyone who isn’t or is just popping in for the first time, look for me there as well, please. It is different content from what I publish here, in particular I like to pretend I am the local beat writer, and regularly do fairly extensive posts about the exhibits that I have seen in my local area. Also, for those of you who don’t know where that is, I live in the Triangle area of Central North Carolina. What you have heard is true- it does, in fact, rule.

At the moment, I am spending a lot of my energy looking for another full-time job. Thanks to all of you who have asked about my search when you run into me. Also and, I am privileged and excited to get to work in clean energy and decarbonization!

It’s been great to have my practice to help sustain me during this time. Thanks (also) to those who have made time for studio visits to look at new ideas – I have moved in a new direction with my painting. I could probably have made 100 more paintings utilizing cubes, but not learned any more from it* (and- of course- I have learned so much). While this new body of work is still taking shape, the small piece above, “through”, (which is in the group show “12×12” at Artspacenc atm) is indicative. Yes, it is an homage to Albers, and also to the Light and Space artists. I think it will more clearly point audiences at looking, by being more directly about color. I hope it will allow me to more successfully foreground contradictions, and engage audiences in thinking about the many places in our life where holding two truths at the same time can be crucial for us moving “through.”

I am looking forward to a number of things as well ( did I mention my practice is sustaining me?). *I will get to put a “period” on a body of work that sustained me for 7 years next summer. Also and, I will be getting the chance to do some more curating in 2025, both of which will be group shows and located locally. The artists that have said yes to working with me are fantastic creators, and I can’t wait for all of us to share our vision with you. And in case you thought I couldn’t possibly be any more vague, I will be programming something with Tiger Strikes Asteroid in Greenville, South Carolina in the September-October timeframe. I will also have a piece in a show in Texas in December for anyone in Austin. More details to come – the kids call this a teaser, I think. Hope you’re looking forward to looking at the shows!

Science fiction

I definitely grew up getting a lot of input in the form of science fiction, whether that meant Buck Rogers and Star Trek re-runs on TV, ET in the theater or gobs and gobs of Star Trek-based novellas from the library in my pre-teen years. I did venture beyond this realm in my adult years and I’m not going to trot out my sci-fi-nerd credentials because I’m certain many of my readers could best me wink emoji. What’s my point (not more nostalgia although hit that link for just a sec speaking of Buck Rogers…)? I grew up optimistic that there would be a future. And, I think I still am, or at least not convinced it’s impossible (for there to be a future).

Early this week one of two pieces which inspired words from me came across my feed (my muse was also a self-imposed deadline). It was mostly a review of Neptune Frost—a project from American multidisciplinary artist and musician Saul Williams and Rwandan filmmaker Anisia Uzeyman— on Artforum by Ruby Helot that briefly poked out from behind the paywall (good luck with that) . According to Ruby the movie succeeds where it severs the link between the extractive violence of postcolonial industry and the past and our present, allowing for a new future to come into focus. I mean, not utopia, maybe but, not dystopia. Ms Helot spends some time on dystopia, even pointing back at a prior Artforum article about our appetite for the same. I’ll note that I complained to some other nerds (I get why that’s funny) about the narrow range #strawmanargument of what was offered as exemplar of science fiction. tldr; the synopsis of the canon was limited to space opera-style good v evil round 2 million stuff. Despite dogging a lot of seminal movies for me and generally being an art world snob about people’s appetite for dystopia (something about pots and kettles) I really, really love her general point that “Yes!” we would all love to see a vision of a different, equitable future.

The other piece is (one of) Kate Thompson’s posts from her Daily Sticky about asking for what you want, and avoiding talking about what you don’t want, in order to get what you want (stay positive). First things first you must all read everything Kate writes. Second, I’m sure part of the reason the message that the positioning and attitude that lead to success are positive really jumped for me is because I’m in sales, and gosh that’s just sort of basic.

While Kate’s message is not the same message as Ruby’s, I got the sense that Ms Thelot would like that Ms Thompson is asking us to consider that the message that resonates the most is likely to be the one saying what we want, because, we want something, something better.

I read these pieces in our current social context, which is one where many feel lead to proclaim, online and publicly, that if we aren’t talking about what isn’t right then we aren’t paying attention, right? I’ve been wondering about that message, which is every where in my social media feed, because the world does in fact appear to be in danger. And, “yes,” many of the decisions made by those in power do not align with my values either. And, what role can any of us as artists have in presenting a picture what we want. “Yes,” it will be a fiction- possibly even science fiction.

Source material

This is certainly a well worn topic of discussion among creatives. Definitely one of the main reasons my awareness of it is raised this week is the opening of the exhibit Open Source, an exhibit which I curated, at Wilma Daniels gallery in Wilmington, NC. Central to the show is the idea that not only the literal material of the work but also its content can have a multitude of sources. I would say my relationships with the artists are source material for me as well.

A number of you have asked about the object making part of my practice recently (we all do this- “watcha workin’ on?”) and my answer has been “material studies.” Which is to say there are new-ish sources at play (yeah I am using that noun on purpose). I feel a pull from the material itself to highlight their more physical qualities more (glass, wood, non-canvas surfaces, even paint is now more obviously dimensional and plastic) while composition becomes more optical (simplified compositions focused on color and in many cases leveraging light as a “material”). Which isn’t intellectual or even really an idea, it’s an impulse.

I noted this direction in an Instagram post this weekend where I pointed to a loose tie between a recent study, a book about Clyfford and a couple of photos.

An Instagram post by Nick Aguayo also really resonated for me. (I think) he notes the source of work can actually be a somewhat mysterious to (even) the artist, that its general direction can trusted- its “point” doesn’t have to be that all aspects are formed and understood:

“I am deeply interested in color and experimenting with it, but I think that the deeper concern of the work is a matter of structure and meditating on how the making of something in itself can carry a certain energy and attitude towards looking at the world.

So for now I’ll continue to accept many inputs and trust my fascination with materials as one of the same.

Relationships

are what’s on my mind as I sit down to write my bi-monthly update to you my regular readers, and btw, speaking of relationships, thank *you* for showing up to support my practice.

I’ve mentioned on this blog and probably to many of you in person that I have a whole, additional professional practice in clean energy. I’m proud of what I can literally point to (from consumers who now use efficient lighting to large, solar photovoltaic generators) that I’ve accomplished in that part of my life, which I attribute to my efforts to forge strong relationship (tldr; I’m in sales/BD). And, recent changes in the market have necessitated that I begin a search for my next role, which I sort of teased a while back. The search has given me the opportunity to reconnect with some great people that are doing important work to decarbonize our electric grid- it’s been edifying on a number of levels and has lead to some new friendships as well that I already cherish dearly. And, my relationship with my current team, in particular our shared value of honesty, has helped immeasurably as we have had to navigate a totally surreal and frustrating set of circumstances.

I’ve tried to foster openness and honesty in relationships in general. None more central and crucial to my wellbeing than my spouse. There have been some health challenges in our household in the last week that have strained my ability to manage my ADHD-fueled general anxiety disorder (that’s not an excuse, it’s normalizing mental health challenges), and without a robust set of language around mental health and a prioritization of boundaries a stressful week could have spiraled into a disaster (not that it was easy at all points, probably obviously since I’m pointing at the thing). Love you, babe.

The next, big thing happening in my art practice is all about relationships, too, specifically the 6 amazing creatives listed on the announcement below. That’s right- Open Source part II opens very soon. I’m beyond grateful to have these people in my orbit, in particular as several of them have made time to jump in and take over coordination or tasks that would normally fall to the curator, even though they obviously have lives as well. Conversely, timing for this show hasn’t been great for a few of us and, I think, it’s the trust from solid relationships that has enabled us to negotiate how to distribute work and help reach our collective finish line.

Also, the show foregrounds, for me, the relationship that curating has to my practice, and in general is an attempt to highlight several relationships: that of contemporary practitioners to both history and this moment in time; the relationship of object-making to culture generally; and the positioning of the viewers of this work as central to the “content” that non-figurative work creates and embodies…

Open source, in the world of software code (the hidden structure of much of the world as we view it) is source material that is made freely available for possible modification and redistribution. Open source is a decentralized software development model that encourages open collaboration.  At our current point in the history of making Art, there is also a decentralized framework within which abstract artwork can be and is made. No single artist or group owns the source of meaning for this modality, and a wide range of collaborations with and utilizations of the elements developed out of the historical canon is possible, as well as incorporation of content and materials from outside that world. In the space needed for and occupied by abstraction, an openness is required, for creator and audience. The artist must be open to the ways in which the source materials of the work, including subjective content, inform decisions about everything from composition to titles. And the audience must be open as well since abstraction’s signifiers (color, shape, surface) are non-literal.

Critique

What a triggering title, I’m sure, for many readers, especially those that went to Art school (or, like myself, Architecture school, where in my first critique a professor literally asked “whose Mongolian cluster fuck is this” about a model that had taken me 20+ hours over a couple of days). So I thought we’d start with a little haha- literally. everyone. who went to art school has been in a situation like the one Terry Zwigoff brings us in the vignette above (based on Daniel Clowe’s comic and screenplay) .

The topic is on my mind for several reasons. One is recent feedback I’ve gotten on some exhibition proposals. First and foremost I find* myself grateful to actually get feedback- those of you reading who submit a lot of proposals know how rare it is to find out why your submission wasn’t at the top of the stack. And while I could, but won’t, lie that reading “this aspect was thin” or “explain better how it actually does that” *raised defensive hackles at first (any abstractionist reading this knows about critique that is actually leveled at the modality and not your work in any specific way), once I noticed myself having those thoughts, I was able to realize I could have *much* better answers. This was an opportunity to grow and improve- how wonderful, and, again, lucky for me to be given the prompt to do so.

I have to give a shout-out to Adam Grant. My boss at the old day job gave us all a copy of Hidden Potential for a holiday gift and I just got around to picking it up recently. Don’t let the source or the endorsements scare you off- the ;tldr is that we can all learn to be better learners. You don’t have to pick it up because you want to be a CEO or the next MVP of the WNBA yourself.

One of the other reasons I have “critique” centered in my consciousness this week is the recent passing of Jeremy Gilbert Rolfe, a painter that I’ve always admired who also had an amazing facility with words. Whenever I think of him I’m reminded of his visit to the University of Houston when I was in grad school there- it was easily the best critique I had in terms of the attention he paid to what I was doing as an abstractionist. Perhaps not surprising? Again, those with Art school PTSD know that too many established artists (and under-appreciated profs…) love emotionally abusing 18-24 year olds. As far of the value of the feedback goes, I believe that while it’s valuable to get (and give) feedback from sources that lean in different directions from your practice, a kindred spirit will just see things that others don’t. Facts. So, find your tribe and nurture those relationships! Seriously- the best feedback I got about the proposal *and* the response to the same came from one such relationship that has become one of the most important to me and to my practice (you know who you are, I love you my friend).

FWIW I try to make critique a part of my practice, both by having a regularly scheduled meet-up with a consistent group (the thread of years of seeing each other’s work change over time and having visibility into the genesis of the same is a *powerful* tool for critique) and also by teaching.

BTW, for those of you that are local to the Triangle, you might be aware that I’ve been making a point this year of giving and asking for studio visits, or just meet-ups for a beverage. If we haven’t connected yet, let’s make it happen. And if I’ve promised you we would and haven’t followed through, thanks for your patience!

Words are about words

I was part of an artist talk this weekend where I reflected on and took questions about one of the pieces from my new homage series. I don’t mind talking, it’s part of my day job actually. And it also got me thinking about the role of “the discourse” and spoken and written forays into the same by creatives (that’s a good link fwiw).

The moment I decided to decide on some words about words was upon reading a social media post after the talk by a friend who questioned what the Art world would look like in the absence of the artist statement phenomena which according to Wikipedia is relatively recent. Statements and talks are not the same thing and also yes they are, intertwined at the least (the chicken in the egg).

Seems like to answer the question posed (what would change about the Art world if International Art English disappeared- link is a pdf btw), one should unpack what purpose artist statements serve. I argued, prior to reading the wiki actually, they derive from the relationship of Art to academia*, that their purpose is to point the viewer towards the artists’ intended relationship to Art history. Specifically I argued (to no one in particular and also literally) that the challenge is postmodernism is not actually an “ism.” Said differently, we don’t have the type of shorthand in the visual arts that, say, musicians have, where one might declare “it’s not boom bap, it’s trap music” that would be the best candidate for a stand in.

I’d also suggest nothing perpetuates this part of the experience of taking in Art more than artists ourselves who. Are. Always. asking each other what our work is about.

*The very existence of the arts in the academic Ivory tower is, of course and not surprisingly, the reason the majority of opines on said post’s resulting thread were approximately “everyone is entitled to an opinion with or without academic credentials” (a very American, individualist viewpoint). I’m not sure I agree all opinions are informed with equal rigor and substance even if “we all have our opinions” is the dumbest hill to die on ever. Even with my quip about music categories considered one should probably recognize that people still have words about music they love (thank you Pitchfork, Okayplaya, Stereogum at el), because good Art inspires the same.

Do I think the visual Arts are better with or without statements? I’d say they are here to stay and if that isn’t what motivates you to view Art thanks for showing up for whatever reason motivates you, especially to Artist talks.

Nostalgia

Tom Nichols, writer for the Atlantic, is as a child of the 1960s, and he says in a recent newsletter article titled “The Lies Nostalgia Tells Us“* that “those days weren’t better—but in one way, they were sweeter.” *There is a pay wall for this link to the article (unless you’re a subscriber), but if you are an Apple News subscriber, this link will open it for you. I find Tom interesting (I am a more-left-than-center progressive, yes I made that up) because he is as far to the right as I can handle, frankly. Something about perspective. Also he absolutely rails on MAGA world which, given his facility with writing, is delish. Anyway, about this recent newsletter on the topic of nostalgia. tldr; he explains what he means by talking about childhood memories that are sweet. As a child of the 1980s, I get that- it’s a sort of un-complicated-ness (because childhood, duh).

I was reminded when reading that word- nostalgia- of a blog I wrote almost a year ago about the topic of color. I also touched on the idea of nostalgia in that piece (pin) because I was beginning to explore an interest in the parallels between the cultural moment of the 2020s and late modernism (which I developed a little more at the end of that year). To summarize, I teach my students that Modernism can generally be understood as a reaction to Classicism, and a belief that a re-imagining of human culture was necessary and imminent. Very simplified of course. On to that pin = the specific reference to nostalgia was this Jonathan Stevenson essay at Two Coats in which he discusses how nostalgia that’s basic (yes I mean it that way) romanticism is the “dumb” variety. Not the same message as Tom and also parallel.

Yes I got to “and”! It just comes up all the time. “Yes” Tom and I have tender memories of childhood, and, it’s a lie to believe that time in our history was better. Same thing for Modernism- yes it was necessary change and the idea of universal human worth is great, and… it sure wasn’t a clean break from misogyny, racism and classism either.

Also, I gotta say, it’s pretty wild to read that I wrote, basically, “hey our situation today is sort of like the Modernists in that nothing about the old way of doing things works anymore” a year ago and wonder at how different things are in the US and the world one year later. Wow.

Production

The ground I’m covering lately, with the new, square paintings on glass is somewhat familiar.

After taking a break from grad school in 2000, I began to make sketches in MS Paint that eventually turned into paintings. At the time these were a reaction to what I saw as an over-seriousness about being cool (a contradiction yes and at the time one I was not ready to receive) which I felt was a prominent theme among the abstractionists that were getting lots of shine in Houston and nationally at the time (my artists statement was, roughly, “yeah, video games and Saturday morning cartoons baby!”).

Albers
Anuskiewicz

While my newer work intends to have a more direct line to Albers, as I’ve written, the earlier work above was a nod in the direction of Richard Anuskiewicz (for whom the former was a mentor). Both shared a quite well established interest in color theory, and also in perception. In addition to this relationship between bodies of work, I also hope to soon be in need* of a different strategy for production in my practice that looks more like this earlier body of work, which mirrored Richard’s approach to making (heavy emphasis on planning to make production easier in the sense of being straightforward). Organizing my work flow into “bites” that I can chomp off as time allows will be necessary. There will be time for free-form creativity.

*More to come, suffice to say, life is in flux. Also, I am grateful to have this be the challenge I need to solve (verses so many others which could be my lot).

Understanding

This isn’t going to become a lesson in epistemology, I’m not that smart or well read.

Today, I caught an excerpt of a Sam Gilliam (RIP) interview that Hyperallergic reposted on their IG feed (youtube.com/watch). The full interview is available on Louisiana Channel (along with a lot of other good ones by a range of artists). The truth nuggets, paraphrased, are that a) abstract painting can be political because it asserts by its existence that there are things which we might not understand and that b) just recognizing something isn’t tantamount to understanding.

I also really got a lot from an Artforum interview with Jordan Nasser (FYI, there may be a pay wall, depending on how many free articles you’ve viewed this month) about the contradictions (hey-oh) of diasporic identity, the nuances of his relation to traditional craftmaking, and the role of artists in continuing cultural legacies. There’s an effort in Nassar’s practice to create understanding as well, I think of a similar kind to what Sam probably envisioned. I think they both refer not to “understanding” the noun which is the ability to perceive intended meaning in a specific way (so, decipher or interpret); instead they intend us to think about understanding the adjective– “sympathetically aware of other people’s feelings; tolerant.”

BTW, “yes” I do definitively think it is important right now for many more of us to make an effort to understand the lived reality of the peoples of the Palestinian state, not just over the last 6 months, and, certainly because of that context (and in general, to reconsider the tenants of Modernism and the idea of shared humanity).

PS, if you want to expand your understanding of other cultures by doing something here, locally, in the Triangle, go check out To Take Shape and Meaning.

Everything

Those of you from the Southeast are no doubt familiar with the Art periodical Art Papers. Their newest is guest edited by Michael Jones McKennan who penned a tight little essay outlining the context of the issue’s theme, “Reworlding.” Michael caught my eye as he began recounting the experience of light vis’a’vis the recent solar eclipse. After contextualizing the sheer awe he felt in the face of this celestial event within ever-accelerating globalism, and all it has wrought upon our planet, he asks this question- “What might this have to do with art? Artists? I would argue, just about everything.

This is a question that has been on my mind for a while, and in particular of late after a wonderful bike ride on my City’s greenway* with Jean Gray Mohs as we traveled to a meeting of the Discourse and Dialogue group. The question was different, and, paraphrased, was “what do Artists have an obligation to say or do in relation to society?”

My answer is this- Artists don’t have an obligation to engage with the world we live in by default. If a person can be said to have an obligation (and I’ve written recently, I have some of the feelings about the idea of obligation), I feel it derives from our shared humanity. IE, it does not derive from our facility with our hands or our connections to a fairly elitist ecosystem operated to secure the desirable objects of our present cultural moment (granted, access to the same is a motivation for many to use it as a vehicle, which seems fair play to me). Michaels’s answer is much the same and more eloquent- “The process of considering the macro reality that our bodies are cast within is part of an ancient story; an arc as old as humankind that artists have been the de facto fablers of. World is a primary protein of an artist’s diet.” This reminds me of a quote by painter William T. WilliamsMy art is about my experience which, by nature, makes it about other people’s experience . . . I’m trying to evoke human response. My demographic is the human arena.” Every one of us is a human first, before we invest our energy in remarking upon this confusing, amazing, often rewarding, occasionally damaging and hopefully enlightening journey called life.

To say that we have have a duty as creatives to critique a world from which we cannot extract ourselves is an odd hypothesis from which to start. I try to embrace the construct of poststructuralist thinking because of my values, yes. Having grown up in an evangelical household with near constant purity tests that required always saying the right words, finding the line between true intellectual rigor and turning the crank on a propaganda apparatus is part of my journey. Approaching the role of artist with devotion does mean attempting to look at oneself from some… sort of… position outside of ourselves- odd, right? Avoiding virtue signaling (yes, I’m sort of doing it now) and honoring the obligations of privilege with service (which is a position allowed by privilege), blah blah blah something about rivers and crying and tiny violins #firstworldproblems. All of which leads me to the thesis that, to love the potential of this world and hold us accountable to ourselves, and to earnestly strive to draw others into community or at least understanding… feels like a different point of origin to me than “artists have an obligation to speak out.” My… gut feeling is, it is one that allows all people to journey this path, and for the broadest range of values which consider and esteem shared humanity to participate in this- the– conversation.

*BTW, Raleigh Greenway regulars be sure to swing by the Walnut Creek educational center and see Derrick Beasley’s recently installed sculpture.

Casualism

Regular readers will know that I use a lot of single-word titles, and there’s a vin diagram where this group (yes, you guys) significantly overlaps with at least familiarity if not overt interest in or attention paid to Casualism in Art. It’s pretty much a label for a tendency among painters, but again, you probably knew that. The Wikipedia article on the same is succinct if you need to get up to speed (and has a ton of links btw).

It’s a term I’ve only become familiar with shortly before writing this blog, as this critical idea emerged originally while I was away from the discourse earlier in the 2000s. Having noted a colleague reference it recently, and reading below, well…

(from Wiki) “The term Casualism was coined in a 2011 essay which defined a new type of postminimalist painting that features a self-amused, anti-heroic style with an interest in off-kilter composition and impermanence. These artists are interested in a studied, passive-aggressive irresoluteness that reflects wider insights about culture and society.”

Given that I’ve described my practice as seriously un-serious, I have an entire project dedicated to impermanence, I embrace automatic drawing (a form of anti-heroism where an author relinquishes at minimum the direction or beginning of authorship), and central to my practice is the notion that two or more things can both be true at the same time, it sure sounds like if there ever was an “ism” to which I adhere…

“Yes,” there are creatives that have been featured on this blog which are also on Sharon‘s original list of Casualists (Cordy, Keltie, Chris, Rebecca and others). Also nice to understand a bit more deeply why I am so attracted to the cohort of writers Sharon has pulled together over at Two Coats of Paint.